i’m apologizing for something that hasn’t happened yet

by shibuya bowling

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04:26
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02:44
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03:01
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01:48

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released September 1, 2016

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Track Name: 4:26
before she knew i had left she thought that i was away
really far from my head

i’ll melt on the street of every address that seems to have a house that could remind me of hers

to think of us as we, as one, it just felt too much
for my hands

across the hall there’s a dying light coming from a lightbulb that has been there a whole lifetime

before that i had thought of walking down
she knew i had left, she thought i was away
really far from my head

i’ll never blame her for the lack of love
that i’ve been carrying on my own

to be hopeless and deranged

before she knew i had left she thought that i was away
really far from my head

i‘ll melt on the street of every address that seems to have a house that reminds me of hers

to think of us as we, as one, it just felt too much for my hands

across the hall there’s a dying light coming from a lightbulb that has been there a whole lifetime

to think of us as we, as one, it just felt too much for my hands
my hands
Track Name: you‘ll hold me instead
whenever it feels misery has got back to my head
i’ll just stay awake

everything i need to know is that you’re there
i could die any day if i know you’ll hold me instead

i’d rather
find myself
unfolding my own definition
of emptiness, crying into
the
concept of society
and embracing the idea
of loneliness

as long as you’re there
to comfort me, i’ll be sane

watching the clouds
they’ve all got your face
and your name written around

whenever it feels misery has been coming again
i’ll just stay awake
awake;
awake

everything i need is to know you’re there
i could die if i know you’ll hold me instead
you’ll hold me instead
Track Name: blood
underneath the table you’ll see blood
spilled all over the floor

it has gone directly from my veins
i’ll give it to you instead
as a present

i’ll cut my arms for you until i faint
i’ll chop my hand off for you to hold it when i’m not there

i’ll slice my throat

my love for you grows
it grows as vulnerability that seems to have become part of me

but i don’t mind it, not at all
Track Name: hope you never get sick of me
under the clouds
it feels surreal
to think that on the whole world
i’ve found my own definition of perfection
on the form of flesh

i’ll melt on your lips
for a thousand years
it made me awake
not able to lay down
it seems your voice

depth down my head
has made a spark on me
unconscious desire
to be by your side
until i began to realize
that’s what love is all about

i’ll never hold you back

but i hope you never get sick of me
as i do feel this way about myself
Track Name: (love) fades
go cry into your bedroom
you’ll never know what could have been

don’t try to pick up
the pieces of something that has already been
broken into a million
pieces of trust

loving ain’t easy
but what do i know i never felt like this before

to say you’ve broken my heart would be too kind